Between You and Me

Feeling demotivated.

But then, what is felt doesn't necessarily correspond with what is actually happening in the real world. Hence, to rely solely on feelings is a rather fickle move.

I did this brain sex ID test: if your brain's a 'totally woman' brain then a score of -50 is assigned, if it is a 'totally male' then a +50 is assigned (the signs are used merely to extrapolate the differences and not to assign superiority/inferiority to one sex ID or another.) I scored a 0. Which is similar to having an androgynous way of thinking. Hmmm...

Also played quite a bit of Sudoku lately. The best time I managed to score was 4 minutes and 27 seconds, performing in the top 10% of the millions of games played without mistakes (and without pausing) for the past week. It was under the Easy mode, though, so I will rake up my courage and switch to playing the Medium mode. I wonder when I'll get to the Evil mode...

Still feeling down, though. Now let's draw... take care and thanks for your concern. I'm honestly looking, looking forward to be able to shop to my heart's will in Melbourne (and that includes Akira.) For now, I'll just do drawings of them ^.^;

Sorrow is a lonely feeling
Unsettled is a painful place
I've lived with both for far too long now
Since we've parted ways
I've been wrestling with my conscience
And I found myself to blame
If there's to be any resolution
I've got to peel my pride away

Just between you and me
I've got something to say
I wanna get it straight
Before the sun goes down
Just between you and me
Confession needs to be made
Recompense is my way to freedom [now]
Just between you and me, I've got something to say...